June 21, 2005 Ok.. a picture at last. People are: Elvis (of course) Left Trent then bri and i and Kat and John.

May 12, 2005 - VIVA LAS VEGAS!! Bri and I are now OFFICIALLY HITCHED!!! Pictures later. Bri's got the disc with him.

February 4, 2005 - Happy Birthday to Kat! Who is in Mexico right now. I'm stuck in the snow and she's probably at the swim-up bar at her hotel drinking her face off! Gawd i'm so jealous.. that bitch! Just kidding! Have a good one Kat!

December 20, 2004 - Happy Birthday Seb! :D I tried to call you, but the stupid hotel wouldnt pick up the phone, and they dont have an answering service or anything. It's weird. Sorry. I'll try you at work tomorrow. Thought you'd probably be out anyway.

December 18, 2004 - Happy Birthday to ME!

December 13, 2004 - Sorry for the lack of updates in the past little while. School just got so busy it was really hellish. ugh. Oh well. Christmas holidays now. Time to trim the tree and drag all the decorations out. Oh, here's a link for Grub. He'll like this one. .:LINK:.

November 18, 2004 - Tagboard seems to be down.. for 2 days now. Time to switch methinks. Anybody got any good links?


November 18, 2004 - Yay! Russia has officially joined Koyoto allowing it to be ratified! .:LINK:. Go VLAD! DUDE YOU ROCK!

November 16, 2004 - .:LINK:.

November 12, 2004 - I've been sortof fixated about this Margaret Hassan thing. I do searches on yahoo news every day for news on her. I dont know why she in particular has been stuck in my mind. I think it might be that she looks a bit like my mom. I'm not sure. The shear stupidity of her kidnapping might have something to do with it. On that note, here's an interesting .:LINK:. I thought y'all might like to read.
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November 8, 2004 - Halloween pics! .:LINK:.

October 31, 2004 - I'm addicted to this game. Sorry not many updates lately. I've been swamped with school. What's everyone else doing!? I cant make this stupid commenting thing work anymore. I give up.

October 24, 2004 - I'm pretty sure I told you guys that I switched from Internet Explorer to Mozilla Firefox. Its amazing! Bri calls it the 'barn burner'.. cause wow it smokes! Its so fucking fast it blows my mind. I dont know how it can be so fast and still block all those ads. I installed a bunch of extensions, though, and I don't know how the hell to make them work. If any of you have Firefox, can ya help me out? Pweeeze?!
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October 23, 2004 - Fish Update: I found the missing fish. He died and got sucked under the little plastic plant. :( Poor Snap. I'm so sad.

October 22, 2004 - ERrr my fish called Snap.. is missing. How can a fish go missing?! I saw him last night. I was thinking.. oh he doesnt look happy.. the other fish were being mean to him and not letting him eat. I thought to myself, oh shit, he's going to die. Then this morning, he's MISSING! I I have looked everywhere in the tank and I cannot find him! its weird. I thought maybe Bri came down this morning, saw him floating, and took him out, but he says he didnt. I really dont understand what the hell could have happend to him. There's a sheet of clear plastic covering the tank, so he couldnt have jumped out. I just dont understand what could have happened to him. Its WEIRD. Oh and I found out that CF is not a lionhead he's a Chocolate Oranda. Not actual chocolate. He's called that because his colouring is sortof bronze.
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October 21, 2004 -
NEW! Thanks to Grub I have a new commenting thingymablog. Hah! That's right! Right down there... Im pointing at it.. can you see?! Also... Anyone know why my fingertips keep shrivelling up? Its really weird. This morning my rings were all loose, and then this afternoon my fingertips were all shrivelled up - like when you just get out of a long bath. I wonder if I'm dehydrated...
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October 17, 2004 - The link to Pack and Badd's page is fixed. I'm getting my assignment done.. little by little. Its really hard going. Ugh.

October 16, 2004 - The fish do well. Have big assignment due on Monday. I'm so blocked. I dont know what I'm going to do. I bet you anything that when this assignment is handed in about 15 different cool ideas will hit me.. OOo! I really hate this. Also there's a completition at school. Any artwork you would like to submit.. there's a cash prize and everything. I'd like to submit my Demeter picture but I didnt take the photograph that's under the layers of stuff. So, im not sure. I dont think I can claim it as my own. I wouldnt feel right about it, is what I'm trying to say. So I was thinking of taking a pic of myself and modifying it in the way I did the demeter pic. I'm not sure I'll have time before the contest, though. :( oh well.

October 13, 2004 - Hello my name is Stephanie, and I'm a fish-a-holic. I seem to have to buy new fish all the time. Since about a week ago, none have died though. I think I've got this whole 'aquarium' thing figured out. I bought a great big lion head fish. He's so CUTE! He looks like a golf ball with fins.. lol. He was supposed to be $15, but the woman at walmart was a dumbass and only charged me 5.99 for him. :D Yay! I only went to get another feeder fish to replace the one that died, but yeah.. so i got him, plus the feeder fish, and then when the woman was trying to catch them, she got another by accident, and as she was trying to fish the other one out of the bag, she was mashing the other two fish, so I told her to just nevermind, and I'd take that one too. So now I've got 6 fish. The big fish's name is CF (the Cod Father), I've still got Snap and Pop, the pleco is Monte, Drew named one of the new feeder fish Gill, and there's still one with no name. Bri's supposed to name him. So there ya have it. I think that when the feeder fish start to get bigger I'm going to have to buy a new aquarium, but that's ok. I think I'd like an aquarium in the basement too on my desk. Ok... I'm off to school. Hope everyone out there is well!

October 8, 2004 - Ok.. another fish died last night. That's 20 fish. The others look healthy still. This is really starting to depress me. *sigh*

October 2, 2004 - I know! I know. I have been neglecting my duties. Letsee.. what's been happening? Well, remember that pond we put in? Trent and Nigel and I put it in.. wow it looks pretty. So I got some fish for it.. remember the fish I got for it? Well they died. ALL OF THEM. In total that would make 17 pond fish. They got this weird fungus that the woman in the fish department at Walmart told me was a fish disease called 'Ick', but it wasnt 'ick'. It was some sort of fungus that's like a flesh eating thing. It was sad. I scooped them all out of the pond, and bought an aquarium for the house so that I could dose them with the ick meds (because the pond was too big of an area for the ick stuff to work), but they still ALL DIED. I cried myself to sleep a couple of times. It looked really painful and just awful to tell you the truth. But I decided that i really liked having the little fishies in the little aquarium in the kitchen so I doused it with boiling water, and went and got some feeder fish to see if they would live- see if I had in fact gotten rid of the fungus, and I think I have. But the night i brought the first set of fish home 2 of the 3 died ( think I had the temperature in the aquarium too warm. I replaced the 2 that died the next day and got a plecostimis (or however you spell that) - its an algae eater. So far they are all still alive. The fish's names are Snap, Crackle, and Pop, and the pleco is called Monte (Drew named him, and it suits him lol) So yeah.. I"m the grim reaper of fish. Yes I am. The last two brought the death toll to 19 fish! 19 FUCKING FISH!!!
School is hell. Bri hasn't been home before midnight in the last 2 weeks. So all the kid stuff, babysitting, housework, cooking, her homework, my homework.. yeah. Guess who's been doing all that stuff? It got bad. I got angry. Got in a huge fight with my sister. Mom got involved, and I got into a huge fight with her. The last thing I needed last weekend was a whole bunch of pressure from those two. I blew. My head popped off. So I dont think Im going to be invited to mom's for Thanksgiving. *sigh* oh well. Who cares? They had it coming. Why would you go and put pressure on someone in a situation like mine? Unless you have no idea what they're going through or dont want to... but I told them, so it must have been the latter.
Oh, and after all this time. Here are the pond pictures. .:LINK:.

September 13, 2004 So Grub's Page Sent me to this site. Wow! Thanks Grub.. that was fun. :D And I think you're right. I think they have stolen my name! I should sue them! THOSE BASTARDS! Also, just so that all of you know... Arnold is coming.

September 6, 2004 - Well, this morning, there are only 9 out of 11 fish. Something is eating them, i think. Makes me really mad. My fish called Amelia is missing. She was a beautiful calico fantail fish. :( So sad. Fucking cats! So yeah. i've had 4.5 hours sleep. To bed at 5 and up at 9:30.. omg. im so tired. Had a great time at the bar though. :D Soooo much fun. Danced my ass off all night long! I have a feeling that I'm still slightly pickled from last night. David and John drove last night, so I could drink too! YAY! And, its always fun to go to the bar with people. Kat and John were there, but we arrived late, so we waited in line for 45 minutes outside, and they'd been there about 2 hours by the time we got there. Sucks, so they stayed a little while after we got in, and then took off. But it was fun to see them. :D Stephan was there.. YUM. As soon as I got there he took his shirt off.. oh baby baby. :D hehehehehehe! Danced with Trents friend Enzo a little too. He's really sweet. And! They got a new piano player. Not sure if I told you guys, but they replaced Greg the old guy with some girl who was just awful! She was like a screetch owl, so yeah, she's gone, and there's a cute young guy playing piano now, and he's pretty rockin. Plays far too much country for my likeing though.. oh well, still he was good. Sorry if this entry is really broken and doesnt make much sense, like I said, I think im still pickled from last night.

September 2, 2004 - So I put the rocks around the fishpond, but Drew and I redid them again, after we got the pump (we had another adventure in the quarry. :D). We set up the pump about 4 times, and got some fantail fishes from the petstore at the mall.. they were about $22 for 4 fishes the size of guppies. Two of them died already. So I dragged Trent and Nigel over to the nursery while they were at my house this aft to look at the fishes they had there, because they've got water plants and pond stuff, and i ended up with 10 HUGE fishes for $13!!! They're the size of my thumb! Well, some of them.. but they're so pretty. Some are all spotty, and some are gold, and there's one that's all white! When we put the bags of fishes in the water, the two that were left from the pet store came out from hiding under the fountain to see the new fishes- they were swimming around the bags lookin in! They were soo happy to have new friends. It was quite amusing.
Patched a hole in the soffets of the house so the birds cant live there anymore. Still workin on Trent's hot-tub.. goin on a month now, i think.. its still leaking.. we silocone, and it leaks, we silicone and it leaks.. etc.. and on and on, but one of these days, IM GONNA GET TO GO IN THE HOT TUB! OH YEAH BABY!

August 29, 2004 - Well, the fishpond is in. Nigel and Trent and I put it in. It is only about afoot deep, but oh my god. It was like digging through solid rock. The fill they put in my neighbourhood is AWFUL! Its full of rocks and bricks.. etc. UGH. My hands are sore and bruised, and blistered. ACK! It looks pretty though. So, at about 3:45, Trent had to leave, but Nigel stayed so we could finish up, well, we got the sand all in, the pond level, it all filled, and Nigel says, ok, lets go get the flag stones to put around it. I thought he was kidding, but nope. Turns out he wasnt. I was soo tired and sore, but i thought, what the hell, its almost done. All we need is the stone.. so we set out on an adventure to the abandoned quarry close to my house. We drive the Jeep down into the quarry ( against my better judgement), and it BROKE! So there Nigel and i are.. stranded in the middle of a quarry with a broken Jeep. Nice. We had to walk home and Trent picked Nigel up sortly thereafter because he was on his way to rescue us.. and Nigel didnt have his car. So I had to get the neighbor to take the battery out of his car, and come give me a jump start- actually, it turned out that the battery cables went or something weird. THey were frayed so the neighbor had to put the jumper cables onto the frayed part of the wire, and it started no problem. ACK! So then, i've got the socket set over at his house, give him the sockets to put his battery back in, and I pick up the socket set to take it home, and it SPILLS EVERYWHERE. What a day. So then, i lug about 200 lbs of stone out of the back of my jeep by myself. Fuck it was a long day, but, yeah. I've got a fish pond. Here is the link for DoctorJeep: .:LINK:.

August 24, 2004 - This update is dedicated to Gringo. :D So, I had to go to a party with my school friends on Friday. Jen wanted to play hooky from work, so we went shopping so I could buy a new shirt to wear. Bah.. shirt.. LOL . Normally, I hate shopping, but, I dunno, Jen seemed to make it so much fun. Anyway, i ended up with new jeans, a new zip up jacket thingy- like a hoody, but with no hood, and 2 new tank tops.. oo the tank tops are good :D. They do nice things for my cleavage.
So anyway, *valley girl accent* I like, totally went to the party, and it was fun to see my friends there??*end Valley girl* and we like chatted and stuff.. it was in Steph's mom's basement. Apparently her parents were upstairs the whole time.. LMAO! Bri hated it. he was bored stiff, but it was good to get back in touch with the people i'm going to be spending the next 9 months with.
Barb and Jen came down because their daughter Amy was going to camp with Drew on Sunday, so we put the kids on the bus, and then they left. Trent and I went to the bar and danced our asses off all night on Sunday night, and I got home at 4 am. Its midnight monday, and im still fucking exhausted, and Trents car is still in my driveway, because at 4 am, it was cold, and my shirt was soaked and i didnt feature driving home in the jeep with no top, freezing my ass off. Trent has a huge hangover today too, so I didnt want to bother him. :D The bar was so fun. My favourite bartender wasnt there :( no stephan, But! His cutie patootie roommate was bartending instead. Also, Trents oh-so-cute friend Al showed up.. oooo.. anyway, im tired. goin to bed. night! Sorry it wasnt a great update, Gringo! LOL

August 18, 2004 Well, lets see.. I woke up 3 days ago, and hit the ground running, and havent stopped since. I'm so tired. Went to Peterborough Friday to Barb's art show. It was so cool. Her artwork is just awsome. She does collages and life drawing and oils and etc.. pretty much everything. She's very talented. So, I go flying home Saturday morning, go to my house, pick up cooler, go to Trents, pick up deserts, go back home, pick up the transponder for the STUPID toll highway. Finally on the road to Kats- got to pick up money, got to pick up mix for my vodka.. ugh. I was so effing tired by this time I just wanted a nap sooo bad. Had shower, and people started arriving. Im so glad everyone was able to make it, even if Trent could only come for a few hours. The party was fun. Then Kat and I drove James home.. and that's about it. Had to fly home because Drew was having a sleep over, and still needed to go put Trent's garbage out and check the pool filter. Ugh. it was such a busy weekend. Im DONE.

August 15, 2004 - Starting in High School my friends and I have had an annual party. We used to go to Kat's cottage, so we called it 'cottage party'. Kats cottage hasnt really been available for the past few years, so we've been doin other stuff, or not having one at all.. We rented a houseboat 2 years ago. This year, there wasnt going to be one, so I asked Kat if I could plan the cottage party at her house. So that's what's happening next Saturday. I cant believe we're all still friends after all this time. High school. I've got such great friends- I'm a very lucky girl.

August 7, 2004 - Here's a fun little song that my friend Jason sent to me. Warning! Not for work and/or 'work-type locations'! May not be suitable for all audiences. The content and views contained herin has no affiliation with this site and this site does not accept any responsiblity or liablity for any accidents, such as snorting coffee out your nose, caused by the following.... .:LINK:. Keep your arms inside the bus at all times, and stay behind the yellow line. Do not ingest, if ingested, induce vomiting immediately.

Grub and his grape leaves just in case you couldnt get that url to work. Thanks Grub. Click the picture to see the larger more insane version.

August 6, 2004 - This is for Gringo. A cc stands for Cubic Centimetre. Here's a picture of a similar bike. The paint is different on Bri's. He wiped it out, so he got a new paint job, and new decal kit, and it looks even better now. Also he doesnt have that single rider seat.. so the back end is a little more streamlined. A 1000cc bike is Really big when you're talking sport bike.

August 5, 2004 - Ok, well, not really mad anymore. I've settled down. I need to talk to Trent about it, but want to find a nice way to tell him he was a jerk. We shall see. I can't hold grudges, and even if I could, I know that David is Trent's best friend, and he's going to miss him very much when he moves away, so I should be more understanding about that. Still, I felt like a back-up friend, and that was not a nice feeling. I dont treat him like that.

August 3, 2004 - ARGH! Men SUCK. Bri went to London this weekend to see his friend Dave. That was good, so I grab some movies, and some beer and head over to Trents house for movie night. He invites Miss. Nigel up, cool- the more the merrier. Kevin (Trents ex-boyfriend) calls this morning and askes if we want to go to RibFest- btw, there's a vegetarian tent. So, Trent and I say sure! Not like we have anything better to do, but we gotta get things done around his house first, so the sun is beaming hot, and we're out tryin to fix the stupid whoorlpool that refuses to be fixed getting all shitty dirty and wet. We FINALLY figured out what the problem was, and were about to leave, so I could go home and change, when David calls (Trents best friend). He and his partner John, just sold their house and want to have a party. So Trent DITCHES ME and KEVIN, and goes to Davids party. OMG. Made me fucking mad. Still mad. Hurt my feelings too. Not like he couldnt have said, um.. stef doesn have anything to do, cause we were supposed to go to ribfest, mind if she comes too? No. course not. So now, I'm getting all caked out to go and burn off some frustration on 1000 cc's of RAW POWER.

August 1, 2004 - Well, So, my computer clock is off, again, methinks. But *sigh* who cares? Doesnt make any difference to me anyway. So lookit, me pal Jason and I found this the other day: .:LINK:. Its bloody hillarious! You've got to watch the tourettes one, and the sex call one. Those are our two favourites. Jason likes the Tourettes one, and I like the Sex Call one. God they're hillarious!

July 21, 2002 - Bri's taking over the spare room for his "home office"- therefore the basement is MINE! ALL MINE! MUWHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!!

July 20, 2002 - ok, well, the date has been off on my computer. I think I've got it right this time. Went for dinner with Kat and Trent last night. Lovely food at a place called Capri in downtown Hamilton. Kind of crowbar'd me out of my pj's that i'd been in for a few days. I guess it kinda helped me feel a little less depressed and sad.

July 15, 2002 - Thanks for all of the nice thoughts guys. I almost feel as if I've had a funeral for him now. I feel a little bit better. The house feels so empty without him though...

July 14, 2004- at 11:10 yesterday Murphy died. I had to take him to be put down. It was the hardest thing I've ever done- and THE most painful. Everyone join me in a toast to the best friend a girl could ever have . Cheers!



June 24, 2004 - Ahem.. I have an announcement to make:
I MADE THE DEANS LIST!

June 23, 2004 - NOT going to Pride. Had forgotten that I had told Jen and Barb that I would go see them for the weekend. It'll be fun, though. Jen's mom's going to be there, so we'll have a 4th for Euchre! w00t!

June 21, 2004 - That was so cool (the seeing my name in print thing). They didnt edit a thing. I LOVE that! Anyhoo.. Toronto Pride this weekend. Going up on Friday to see the B-Girls drag show at Buddy's in Bad Times, and then Sat to hang out (Maybe) and Sunday to go to the bar. Wheeeee! It promises to be a fun weekend whatever we do. I'm dragging Trent unwillingly, though.. lol. We'll see.

June 18, 2004 - So, I sent this to our Local Paper, The Hamilton Spectator yesterday right after I wrote it, on a whim, and they just called to say that they're publishing it tomorrow. Cool.

June 16, 2004 - Canada is having an federal election on June 28th.

I would dearly love to comandeer some sort of national media for just 15 minutes so that I could say these two things:

Stop Strategic Voting! Strategic voting doesnt do anyone any good. That is how we ended up in this Liberal Majority Government mess in the fist place! Let me just say that my party is the NDP- I'm a card carrying member, and proud of it, but my bias has nothing to do with this. I am Desperately afraid of the Conservatives winning this election. Steven Harper scares the crap out of me. I am terrified that women are going to lose their right to choose, and that the steps we've taken toward equal rights for gay marriage are going to be sent back to the dark ages.

That said, I'm not voting Liberal. I wish that every person would vote where their heart is. Voting should be based on your moral belief system. The only way to a representation of what Cananadians actually believe in, is to put people in Ottawa that represent that! I'm not voting Liberal just because I'm afraid of Stephen Harper. I'm not basing my vote on the lies and cover-up of Paul Martin's "Adscam", and I'm not voting based on the lies that the liberals told in the Provincial election here in Ontario.

And that brings me to my second point. The provincial Liberals are NOT the Federal Liberals. They're the same party, sure, but the shamefull things that Daulton McGuinty and his Ontario Liberals have done to get themselves elected, should not really reflect on the Federal Liberals. I disagree with trying to send the Ontario Liberals a message via the Federal Election. The time to send them that message is in the next provincial election.

Lastly.. Do your homework! Find out which party adequately represents your moral outlooks. And vote for them. This is our most important right as Canadians. Take it seriously.

I'm aware that about 4 people actually read this, and two of whom are American, but I just had to get this out of my system. Thank you for your time. :D

June 3, 2004 - Having some guilt about stealing Warcry away from y'alls server.. He tells me he still goes and plays there, so i'm glad, but he's at mine all the time. I really enjoy playing with him, though. We have a great time!
I've ordered the bikini top for my Jeep for the summer. It'll be in on Friday. That'll be nice. Now if only for some warm DRY weather. That'd be nice. We had a storm yesterday that blew out our cable and everything. ugh.
I was hoping that Trent and I could go to the bar on the weekend, but it looks like Jen and Barb are coming down, which is great.. cant wait to see them, and I could still go to the bar, but Karen(monster-in-law) is forcing us to come and meet Bri's sister's husband's parents. that's a mouthfull. UGH. Anyway.. so no Sunday eve at the bar with cutie bartenders and cutie Trent. :( LOL hope all of you are well.

May 30, 2004 - Murphy is doing ok. The Neurologist has put him on cancer meds. She's put him on a clinical study. He got his first dose of the Chemo on Thursday, and Friday was just a lump. Hes getting better, though. He'll go outside and go pee and stuff without me carryinng him.. well, have to carry him down stairs. I'm bored with no school. I called up the NDP to see if I could volunteer for the next election, and then forgot to show up.. i slept in.. ugh. Oh well. Nevermind.

May 17, 2004 - I got back from the "Doggie Neurologist" at the University of Guelph about an hour ago. It seems that Murphy is dying. He's got a brain tumor called meningioma. He's got maybe a few months to live. I just wanted you guys to know.. I think I'll erase this post soon, cause I dont want to have to think about it all the time. Murphy's not in any pain- so I'm happy about that. I'm just grappling with the idea that he won't be here all the time in a few months. It's nice that I get to say goodbye, though.

May 5, 2004 - Happy Birthday Pack Rat!!! Wheeeeeeeee!!!

May 3, 2004 - Got my marks back- got B, B+, A, and A+. I'm not going to make the Deans list, *sigh* but maybe next year. Fuck. That bastard red-headed hamster viking from hell gave me B's! ARGH! Hate Mr. Hussey.
On a happier note, Trent and I went to the bar last night. It was sooo much fun. Saw old friends- Roger and Mikey, and danced the night away! It was so nice. I was so happy to be there again, and to see them again!
When Trent and I went to get our first drinks, my sweetie Stephan (the bartender- just one of the cutest boys I've ever seen in my life) poured us a couple of butter ripple shooters and had one with us.. Is'nt he just the sweetest doll? I just loves him. I wish he didnt have to work all night, so we could dance with us. I bet he's a good dancer. Anyway, no action on any front- Roger tried to make eye contact with several TDaH's (tall dark and handsomes) but to no avail. Oo! The kid's home gotta split. Catch ya on the flip side!

April 23, 2004 - I developed 3 films yesterday. Yuck. I hate that part. It's like painting.. I love to paint, but hate the prep work. Hate processing negatives! Argh. I did it anyway- 3 films. Bleh.. But they're done. Cleaned and prepped darkroom after long winter collecting dust. Went to make prints, and Bam. Enlarger - she no WORK! ARGH! DAMN THING! The $50 bulb is shot. For heaven sakes! I just wanted to make some prints! I developed a roll from my new Minolta Autocord too, that just looks fabulous! The negatives are so perfectly crystal clear.. oh they look awsome. Never seen anything before in my life. Sooo gorgeous. DAMN IT!

April 15, 2004 - School is now officially over for me. All that's left is to wait for my marks to come in, which, because i want them NOW, will probably be sometime around September. *sigh* I'm already kindof depressed- just thinking about having nothing to do this summer is depressing. ...

March 12, 2004 - Just finished a big Airbrush project on Thursday. Took me 5 hours in class to do, and some homework prep work.. about an hour.. It's not fun. My teacher keeps insisting tome that it's a blast, and i just dont see it. I do not enjoy the airbrush. Anyway, it turned out pretty well. You had to take an object and chop it up to make a word.. it's kinda hard to explain, but i did the cheshire cat, and it chopped up his body to spell cheshire, and left his head. Everybody in the class kept coming to see it. It was pretty cool. Never been that person before. :D Been playin TFC with my new buddy Burns a lot. We have a blast playin. It's really nice to have an admin who will be the bad guy sometimes so i dont have to... cause i hate always playin the bad guy. Snowed again. Sucks. Cold again. Sucks. We had spring temps last weekend. It was gorgeous. It's just such a letdown when it gets all cold again and snows. I do this every year. I tell myself, Stef, dont get too upset if it snows in March. It Always snows in march, and then it snows, and I get all depressed. :(

March 8, 2004 - Just finished an update on Step-Mom's page.. go see if you like at Joandixon.net. .:LINK:. That's right. I built the whole thing. It's been up and running now for about 3 years. :D I do good work. The website is not what I would have done, because it's a little too flashy for the stuff she does, but, meh.. it's what she wanted. (Interesting to note that Seb actually had a hand in the design of this site too. :D) Spent the weekend playin TFC. Tried a few times to get onto Pack Rat's to no avail. Server full. In fact some of his players are startin to come to my server when his is full. Heheheheh! Woke up this morning and couldn't move my wrists without intense pain.. UGH. Mom called yesterday and invited herself and Wayner (step-dad) up for dinner today, so I had to cut class to get home, clean house, make dinner- Drew missed her swimming lessons.. *sigh* oh well.. Haven't seen them for a month as they've been in West Palm Beach. Must be nice. I could do with some palm trees.. *sigh*

March 3, 2004 - Alright.. Things are fine here. School is good. Just finished spring break. It came along at a very good time.. as my head was about to pop off. Trent and I went out to a bar this weekend. El Convento Ricos.. they have latino music and a drag show. Used to be a gay bar, but now it's mixed, and that was very confusing. The people were so rude and nasty we left. We tried to stay until the show, but when it started a wall of people rose up in front of us, so we couldn't see. :( It wasn't such a great night out. *sigh* Oh well..

My friend Seb has a new site. You can go see if you like. .:LINK:.

December 9, 2003 - Slowly recovering from this deathly cold.. Bronchitis etc.. My cold made it really hard to study and finish assignments. No sleep.. it was awful. I'm done school now. The rest of my class has to go in tomorrow for one class, but I handed my assignment in last week, so I'm good to go for Christmas break. BRING ON THE CHRISTMAS CHEER!!!! ooo.. ever noticed cheer rhymes with beer? hmm... Anyway, got marks back.. Illustration class :
Floral Fair Watercolour assign: 80%
Final Exam: 100%

I'll update if I get any of the others back. MERRY CHRISTMAS!

November 6, 2002 - I know! I know! I've been missing lately. Tell ya tha truth.. I'm inundated with homework, and I spend so much time at school in front of computers, that I dont want to see one when I get home! I've got a really heavy assignment load at the moment, two tests next week, and exams the week after that, so dont expect me to be around here much in the near future. :( sorry. Just dont have the time. The assignments are all ones that take draft after draft- they're really time consuming! Just finished a Home Hardware flier, in the midst of a menu for "Tracey's Restaurant", a fireplace ad, and a shitload of other small tasks. My tests are going to be nasty too. Design principles and Page Layout.. argh. Gotta go. Have meeting with Drew's school in 20 minutes, and I haven't showered yet. Catch ya on the flip side!

October 9, 2003 - School goes well, but lots of homework! Eek! It's Thanksgiving this weekend- Yay! Since the Monday is the holiday, guess where Stef gets to go?! THAT'S RIGHT! To her favourite bar. Ok.. stop with the 3rd person thing it's freakin me out. Yes, I get to go to my favourite bar! w00t!

October 3, 2003 - Goin to a wedding tonight. ACk! I hate weddings. I dont mind friends weddings, but it's one of the outlaws that's getting married. I wish I could skip it. Holy crap this page is getting too long! time for some housecleaning I think. School goes well. I'm in homework up to my ears, but *sigh* I love it. It's like playing. I feel guilty doing my homework half the time.. hehehe!

September 27, 2003 - HELLO TORONTO- IT'S SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!! Trent and Stef are going to their favourite bar in the universe- it's not sunday, so there won't be retro 80's :( but we're hoping for the best anyway, and hey, maybe I'll get to see a few friends that I haven't seen in awhile.. like Stephan.. mmmm yummy bartender... gay, but yummy.. :D hehehe

September 26, 2003 - my scanner has broken. I have new pics that I printed from the first negs I developed myself! Sucky stoopid scanner. Damn it. *sigh* Oh well.

September 6, 2003 - look .:HERE:. ! I'm a moderator in the Temptation Island forum. Pretty cool huh? Thanks to Mike Panic who created the forums. Here's the other one that I go to all the time .:HERE:.

September 5, 2003 - School on Monday. I'm a wee bit nervous. GOD I NEED A CIGARETTE! Feeling very sulk cause I wont get to go to my favourite bar on Sunday nites anymore, cause I have class at 8am on monday mornings. ACK! The college is in Brantford- 2 cities away! getting there for 8 is going to be the commute from hell, and you know I will be there and still not be conscious. I may be conscious by the time the second class starts, but even that's pushin it. Anyway. I"m of to get the kid off to school.

September 3, 2003 - I GOT IN!!! I'M GOIN TO COLLEGE!!

September 2, 2003 - "Marge, old people don't need companionship, they need to be isolated and studied to see what useful nutrients can be obtained from them... "
- Homer Simpson

August 30, 2003 - Trent and Kat and I and about 15 of our closest friends are goin Par-TAY-in tomorrow! I'm so excited, but MUST hit the sack. I have to get my beauty sleep, sweetie! Also, I have some maintenance to do before going out tomorrow. You know.. girl stuff.. hair colour, waxing.. etc.. plus, I must go out and buy a new hooter shirt.

August 28, 2003 - I'm dying to hear back from the college. Still haven't heard. I guess the least I can do is give them a week, but man, the stress is killin me. I have to get myself ready and Drew ready, and quickly line up money, and baby-sitting if I'm going to go..ooOOoo *crossing fingers and toes*

August 25, 2003 - Am doing my artistic assesment now.. ACK! Trent is going with me to turn it in tomorrow.. so It's gotta be done by then.

August 24, 2003 - I went to the Ex yesterday with kat and Trent as I'm sure you saw in Kat's post on the TagBoard, and I think I had a migrane. Everyone else thinks I had food poisoning- which is just as likely, since it was the Indian food I ralphed up.
New's from school... I recieved ANOTHER confirmation of application and an artistic assesment! I have to fill it out and send it back- I have to draw shit, and scale shit, and write an essay! Crap! ARGH!!! I can't take the delays anymore!!! Poop! I just want to know whether I got in or not! And! I've had it since Friday, and still haven't managed to do any of it yet! ArGH!

August 20, 2003 - COMPLETE PANIC! School still hasn't gotten back to me about whether or not I even got in!! I'm dyin here!!!! I'm going to call them tomorrow if I dont get anything in the mail. I run to the mail box every afternoon to see if I've gotten anything.. such stomach churning disappointment! Plus there's all that money to panic about.. Drew's clothing - since she's sprouted about 4 inches in the summer NONE of her clothes are going to fit her.. Drew's school supplies, My TUITION! 'bout 1000, My books and supplies - bout 750 holy shit.. My school clothes.. since I'm down to one pair of pants from gettin fat from quitting smoking.. ACK! yes PANIC! I miss my net friends, and am not really doin anything important, so I could be online.. but I"m so nervous, I cant sit still long enough! I MISS YOU GUYS!

August 2, 2003 - I've just been reading some of the little unebited stuff on Kat's website, and I was reading this one in particular .:LINK:. It's highly recommended reading. Also.. Kat, if you're reading this.. we ALL fell that way sometimes.

July 29, 2003 - Lovely summery weather finally. I'm off to the garden center to see what I can do about my front garden. It's horrendous!

July 22, 2003 - Ok.. this here is for Badd Medicine. Update: Brian is on holiday for 2 weeks. We're camping. It's close to home, so we've come home to have showers. It pissed down rain all night last night, our tents were flooded, so we've also brought our sleeping bags home to put in the dryer. School has been applied for. YAY!!! In other news, Kat and Trent showed up at my door the other day to surprise me. They gave me a beautiful photo album, and took me to cool sights here in Ontario to take pictures to fill up the cool album. I took lots of pics, and will post them when I get them processed. Looks like it's my turn in the shower! Hope you all are having a great summer! Love ya! and I do so miss you all too!

June 25, 2003 - Hi! Today, No update.. I worked. big deal. no one cares. Here are some of my friends! You've seen their names around here, but perhaps you have never met.. Here's your chance to get to know each other! So, without further adieu:

Pack Rat & Badd Medicine: .:LINK:. http://members.cox.net/packrat37/ . Pack Rat was thinkin about changin it cause Badd says it's too "bachelory" hehehe... I hope he doesnt take the dog pictures down, though.. they're so cute!

Kat: Ok.. Kat's got 2.. Here's her Professional one.. .:LINK:.
and here's her personal one. It's filled with very funny stories. and some stories that arent really funny, but we can all relate to. .:LINK:.

Griddie: Yes! Griddie's the one that did the update for me down there on the .. um.. 7th. He's such an amazing designer. Great Photographer too.. :D Here's Griddie's Portfolio Site: .:LINK:. But, his Personal site is way cool too. .:LINK:. Although they both say they're portfolio sites, his Rasputin site has some of his artwork on, that I really like.





June 23, 2003 - I really wish I could get the kid's digital camera working or something.. cause you guys should really see this darkroom. It's incredible! And between the two of us, we came up with the perfect layout! It's incredible! i love it!

June 23, 2003 - Clever boy that Brian is, I got home from grocery shopping yesterday, and my darkroom had a lovely brand new tin wrap around counter, with a built in sink! Bri made the sink with his own two hands.. some tin, some rivets, and Voila! I used it last night. What a treat! Oh it was so nice! It'll be even better next weekend, cause next weekend, it gets Plumbing!!!

June 22, 2003 - Went to Strawberry Festival in St.Johns Yesterday. It's to support the volunteer firefighters.. so there were hunky firefighters EVERYWHERE!!!! WHhheeeee!!!

Unfortunately, right before we were supposed to go, I caught Drew in someone's house without permission! So she got grounded and couldnt go! Little brat. She just got off a weeks grounding for that very same thing! ARGH! I guess she didnt learn. Now she's going to be grounded for the start of summer vacation, and I just dont see a way around it.. cant break my word.. Kids dont learn anything when their parents don't enforce rules... Anyway.. back to Strawberry fest..

David and John were awsome. I really enjoyed hanging out with them.. saw them at the bar a couple weeks ago, but didnt really get to spend any time. I did yesterday. David and I both had 2 'Strawberry's and Ice Cream' oh, man! It was soooo good!

I did not so much enjoy Trent's new boyfriend, but I'm not going to write anymore about it, in case Trent drops by. Suffice to say that he is a bit arrogant, and self centred and he said the words "I" or "me" 32 times in one minute. I timed it. Also, whenever I opened my mouth to talk, he talked right over what I was saying. He seems nice, though.. other than that..

June 20, 2003 - Woah! I bet no one can guess what colour all the pretty horses are this afternoon.. omg.. i'm so tired.. i gotta go.. gotta go to work.. what if I just put my head down here just for a few minutes while I wait for Drew to come home... *zzzz*

June 20, 2003 - Working this am.. then babysitting nephew this aft. :)

June 19, 2003- Been working for Joan the past week.. she's been so busy. Even brought home work with me.. Trent's pool will be open soon. I think he's going to go for a swim tonight! The solar blanket has been very helpful! It has warmed the pool significantly. Have work to do tonight so I can drop off invoices this weekend.. So much to do.. so little time!

June 18, 2003 - I was just re-reading the last 2 posts, when I realized I left out the most important part of the story.. when the guests finally arrived at my mother's house there were 13 freakin people there!

June 18, 2003 - Happy Birthday Badd Medicine, you awsome chick you!

June 17, 2003 - So I call mom yesterday morning to say thanks for having the big father's day bash, and she's in tears. I ask her what's wrong, and she says that the party didnt go well.. I thought it went ok.. she says no. Then she says "Did you have a good time?" And I say, well, not really, but that's just because it wasnt what I expected it to be. Well! Then she just let loose on me.. My behaviour was bad.. I was aloof, and unsociable, and my sister and I took off wispering.. etc.. "You're better than that Stephanie, that sort of behavior is beneath you, and I'm very disappointed. OH PULEEEEEEEAAASE! Fuck. That woman was in a piss-ass mood from the moment I walked in the door. She is not a happy person lately, she's oversensitive, and she took everything that happend FAR Too personally. For Pete's sake.. she couldn't give me an example of what about my behaviour she disapproved of. I'm not 5 anymore.. I dont know where she gets off thinking she can talk to me that way.. Oh we are so not finished.

June 16, 2003- Oh gosh.. well, the bbq at moms yesterday was well.. i didnt really enjoy myself. It was my sister's idea that her and i and Bri, cause my brother was supposed to take step-dad golfing, and then go off to his in-laws, that he'd be out of town, would get together at my mom's have a bbq, sling back a couple of g&t's and have a lovely afternoon on the shaded patio, and get some quality time in with step-daddeo.. cut to..

arrive at mothers house at 2:00-
"Mom, where's Janand?" (that's my sister.. you say it like Shannon only with a J.. the d is silent..

Mom:"She's not picking your grandparents up till 3:00"
Me: "What?! Why'd you tell me 2 then?"
Mom: "I didn't tell you 2 <i>Stephanie</i> I don't know where you got that idea"
Me:"From you.. from when you called to ask me if I could show up at 2 and bring a pasta salad... "
Mom: More along the lines of .. i was wrong, she never told me and i'm dilusional.. etc..

June 15, 2003- Fathers day.. going to be globe trotting to see them all.. Been really bored lately.. Bit upset about my weight too.. gained something like 25 lbs from quitting smoking. Time to do something about that I think.

June 12, 2003 - Lesseee.. mmm nope. Nuthin new. Sorry. :( I bore myself sometimes.

June 9, 2003 - Well, the birthday celebrations went well. A good time was had by all! Kat and John showed, Kevin came with Trent, and Bri and I had a blast! It was a lot of fun! As soon as Kevin and Trent arrived, the rain clouds cleared, and the sun came out, so we got to spend the rest of the night on the deck. It's 11:20, and everybody just left. Supper went over well. we had Steak, (and Boca Burgers for us Veggies) Corn on the Cob, Asparagus, Salad, Fresh Italian Loaf, and Baked Potatoes done on the barbie! mmmm.. yummy dinner!

June 9, 2003 - Wow.. what a great update from Griddie.. so sweet, and on his birthday too.. :D. Oo, and today it's HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TRENT!!! Trent and Kevin are coming over for a barbeque later.. I'm cooking some dead cow to show them how much I love them. :D It will be fun, although, I wish it was nicer outside, cause it would be nicer to hang on the deck, than squish inside.. there's no room in this house. I have to get a cake, and another steak.. and i dunno.. coke to drink? Kevin's bringing wine, so I dont need wine.. unless I get some for backup.. I dunno.. Anyway.. that's what I'm doing today. I think I'm going to bip into the darkroom for awhile too.. I have to change one of the tables, so I dont keep spilling chemicals all over it.. sheesh!

June 7, 2003 - Kek! It's june the 7th in sweden right now, 00:29 to be precise and this is the guest updater who's in da house! That's right, gridrnr is here to bring chaos and destruction to trills site. Cause she was all out of ideas and stuff. So here we go (I guess this will be a kinda long update :D)

I got home from a hectic week at work a couple of hours ago so I guess i'm all out of good stuff to say as well, but that has never stoped me before, just ask trill she knows that i'm kinda good at going on forever and ever and ever again talking about nuffin. Oh well I guess I better start writing something interesting before everyone removes their bookmarks and never returns to this site.

Stef is into photgraphy, guess what! Me too. So here's a quick update. I went for a ride to Jönköping (mid sweden) this thursday to take care of some networkmaintenance at a store and to shoot some film to use for some adds. But hmm I got bored and skipped work and decided to go shooting abstract shit downtown instead. Got off at a suburb and walked all the way downtown wasting precious memoryspace on my sdram card. Came up with some okay shots. Browse some of them here if you got the time. .:LINK:.

Most part of the last week were spent building my new site www.bunker.se while chatting about everything and nothing and perhaps something else with trillian. The first design that Stef of course adored was mainly built in html. But due to the fact that I'm mentally unstable and hate most of the stuff I do i had to remake the design, and this time i did it entierly in flash. All illustrations took one hell of a time to do. Oh well you can browse the site here. .:LINK:.

The coming 4-5 days will be spent designing 3 new sites. Doh. That's kinda boring cause I'm all out of inspiration. One for a swedish industrial/electronic body music band, a dull shoppingsite and another one. Which hm slipped my mind now, nothing interesting then I guess.

Let's change the subject now shall we. Gonna draw your attention against a cpl of new exciting releases in the world of what we call music!

Mu-Ziq - Bilious Path
Adult - Anxiety Always
Autechre - Draft 7.30

That was the electronic music section.

Placebo - Sleeping With Ghosts
Opeth - Damnation
Type O Negative - Life is Killing me.

And that was the alternative rock / metal section. All albums mentioned above is worth checking out.

Perhaps we should round this thing off. Feels like I'm writing shitloads of boring stuff now.

By the way it's my birthday today, hooray for me.

bunker out!

- gridrnr


June 6, 2003 - I dont really have much to say.. blah..

June 4, 2003 - Oh wow.. Well, I sent OddTodd a dollar, cause he asked for one, and his site is hillarious.. and here it is.. .:LINK:. from his site.. :)

June 1, 2003 - Oh wow! It's JUNE!! Holy shit.. where'd may go? Anyway.. used darkroom this morning/this aft.. I love it.. i need some ventalation, though.. *gag* I feel sick to my stomach because of all the fumes.. I dunno what's wrong with my pictures. I think I need some contrast filtres.. *sigh* I'll have to pick them up tomorrow with my film.. bri's gonna have a fit.. :| Erm, anyway, here are the prints I made.... .:LINK:.

May 31, 2003 - I've a darkroom! WWWWHHHhhhhheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! Bri's going to build me a sink and tin countertop.. but I could actually use it today!

May 29, 2003 - So... I have an announcement to make!!!

*AHEM*

I AM NOW THE PROUND OWNER OF A:

Prolab B66 Condenser/Enlarger
Chromega B Dichroic Colour Enlarger

Chromega B Dichroic
Lamphouse

has 2 neg carriers and 2 lenses! (and an easel too!)

Also, a CUTE darkroom timer, power supply, safe light, 9 trays(3 different sizes), and stacks of papers.. a processing tank for 35mm, a colour processing tank, and some other shit that i dunno what it is.. BUT I WILL!!! lol!

So, left to buy.. Chemicals, and a universal processing tank.

May 29, 2003- Be back in a few.. just gone out to get.. my enlarger..

May 28, 2003 - So I'm allowed to go buy the enlarger.. I've been given permission. I've called them, and told them to save it for me, that I'd be down with the money tomorrow. .. omg..

May 27, 2003 - Still no prints.. ugh.. good thing I didn't hold out any hope.. geese! I may never get these printed.. Oooo there's this great deal down at the school- someone donated an enlarger (colour and black and white), So if down the road, I wanted to evolve to colour processing, I wouldnt have to buy an enlarger.. Plus it's big.. professional size- which could make huge prints! Plus, along with that, there is a box - a box filled to the tits with goodies.. a great big box of darkroom love.. trays and a safe light, and a processing tank, and basically, everything I"d need to make my darkroom. Say it with me.. "PLEEEEEEEEEZZZZEEE BRIAN!!!"

May 27, 2003 - Photography Class tonight.. Maybe tonight I will get to print some of the pictures I took the other day.. dunno.. I dont hold out much hope anymore, though.. then it's over to Trent's for .. you guessed it.. Temptation Island! Wwwhhheeeeee! hehehe.. It's not something I would watch, but Trent does, and it's kinda "our night".

May 26, 2003 - New pics here.. Some cemetery.. some orchards.. From Trent and my day out.. .:LINK:.

May 25, 2003 - Well, I'm gonna do a bit of a redesign on the site, but I tend to think it's gonna take me awhile.. But I'd still like to keep it updated in the mean time, whilst I hack away at it.. Hope that's ok with everyone.. I'm not going to hang "UNDER CONSTRUCTION" signs on it.. but you'll forgive me if links dont work anymore.. Oh and if anyone doesnt want me to take the dred site down for any reason.. speak now or forever hold your peace..

May 23, 2003 - ok.. so Dragged poor Trent out photographin again.. it was fun.. Actually, we had a really nice time.. It was SUCH a GORGEOUS balmy day.. the kind that is crisp and clear and the air smells of flowers and the sun is warm, and the breeze is cool.. and the grass smells so sweet you want to lay down in it and take a nap..

May 20, 2003 - Just a quiz here to the guys who may visit.. You see a girl.. she's drivin a cute car.. and ya think to yourself.. oh.. she may be cute.. better get a better look, so you roar up beside her. Which is sexy??

a. ) you in cute little sports car.
b.)you in your mini-van complete with baby in baby carrier in back.
c.) Your bad self in daddy's lexus- you're 20- I know you can't afford that, so dont even bother smilin at me.

Guys can be so weird..

May 20, 2003 - Photography class tonight!! WWWHhheeeee! I get to print from the negatives that I processed myself!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!

Cant' wait. Um, Pack, or Badd, how'd the admin work out.. Roach cant get on.. I wondered if you had any problems..

May 18, 2003 - Went to buy an enlarger I had seen at a flea market a couple weeks ago, for $50. It was gone. Disappointed. Very.

May 16, 2003 - Well, here comes the weekend again. I remember, I used to look forward to weekends. Now I hate them :(. Tonight I am going to the Steel Workers Union to do the floors. I have to strip the tile.. me and "tha Wild Thang" That's my buffing machine.. with a finicky switch.. it's bossy , and persnickety. Then I have to wax the floors. After that, I have to clean the carpets. There are a lot of tables and things to move.. and I really need help, so if you'd like to come.. call me! Nevermind.. just heading out the door now.. *sigh* I'm gonna be there all fucking night. Ack.

May 15, 2003 - o my god. I'm so sick. came down with something really fast. was disoriented, was dizzy, was pukin.. it's bad. I'm torn between thinking it's a migrane (sorry for those memories Kat.. ) or a pinched nerve in my neck.. :(

May 15, 2003 - ARRGggh well Photography class just doesnt come around enough! ! I cant wait till next tuesday!! OMG! The anticipation is KILLING me! I've got like 5 films (120 not 35mm) that I cant afford to get developed..er I'd rather spend the $50 gettin supplies.. and I just CANT And it's so frustrating!!! ARGHH!!!

May 14, 2003 - Well, it worked. I got actual negatives from my film! It was fun. I really really want to do it at home now. Gotta find some money to buy some darkroom stuff! I dont need much! Just a few things here and there. I can wait on the enlarger, but I want a processing tank, and some chemicals. *sigh* why must stuff cost so much? I quit smoking. I'm not spending money.. where'd that money go?

May 13, 2003 - Ok.. got the assignment done. Thanks Trent! Thanks Kevin! It is so much more fun when someone is with me.. I dont know why. I'm such a social animal! So, I'm really excited about processing my negs tonight! Whheeeee!!! So excited! The only thing that is a HUGE downer is that we wont get to print them this week. I'll have to wait till next.. *sigh*

May 13, 2003 - Photography Class tonight. I'm still not done my assignment. Cancel that. Still haven't started my assignment. ERGH! Trent's comin up this afternoon to keep me company for the phototakin.. :) Maybe i'll take some of him. He's lookin so good lately!

Actually had really good ideas for the photo assignment, but I think it's not really about that. Not going to be marked on creativity .. etc.. just whether or not we took the pictures. Oh well.. i dont care. I'll snap a few, and call it a day.

Oh, last week we learned how to process negs.. This week we're actually going to do it!!! Whheee! Race ya to ebay..

May 11, 2003 - So I worked a catering thing with Trent on Saturday, we served, and did the bar.. etc.. There was a cutie boy with a Nikon (and cutie girlfriend)... so I was chattin him up, and askin about his camera.. etc. Trent walked up and We started talking about the stuff that we had done, and I realized, that we've done a lot of photographing together!! :)

Also, later on that night, I went to the can, and as I was going back through the server doors, there was Trent bent over, fiddling with some wine bottles, so I did what, of course came natural, and grabbed his ass... wasn't Trent. *blush* Was Cute Nikon boy, who bore the embarassment much better than me. I'm still mortified.

May 9, 2003 - Oh, and further to yesterday's note, about men, women should realize that when you say "I just wanna be friends" and the man says "yeah sure, sounds great" what he really means is "Whatever it takes to get laid, baby.."

May 8, 2003 - My sister came for a visit last night. We had a bbq.. some steaks, some potatos, some tiramisu, mmm. Two bottles of wine and some beer. We had fun. I kinda feel like I'm still a bit drunk this morning.. hehehe. She brought her friend Frank with her. She's totally fucking with Frank's head and doesn't realize it. Men should tell women how they really feel. Also, they should realize, that when a girl says "I just wanna be friends", they mean it.

May 7, 2003 - Photography class tonight. Lovely. It was all lecture (no darkroom), and I loved it anyway! You know it's love when.... Brian (aka Crazy) has apologized, and stuff. Tension is mostly gone.. yay.

May 5, 2003 - Happy Birthday to Pack Rat!!!!

May 5, 2003 - Still no talkie talkie.. Butthead slept on futon last night. Hasn't gotten up yet, and it's 10:42. I'm draggin Trent out to Kat's to theive some Peonies.. hehehe..

May 4, 2003 - Brian is still freakin. I'm in the doghouse for bringin a stupid cabinet home to sort my junk into. Fuck.

May 3, 2003 - I feel like bawling. I know I'll regret writing this later, but I dont care. I'm having a day. Some asshole almost ran me off the road today.. cancel that.. some asshole ran me off the road today. Yes. On purpose. Road Rage. What a fuck. Sometimes I really hate men. I cleaned my ass off all day, and Brian (aka Crazy aka fuck-nuts) is on a rampage, and I just want to sleep, and cry and leave all at the same time. Bad day. :*(

May 2, 2003 - Will be working most of the weekend, so I won't be around much. May have found someone to help on the weekends! Yay! Thank Gawd.

May 1, 2003 - Ooo it's May 1st.. wow. time flies. Here are the rest of the pics from photography class. Anybody want to see the photograms? Cause if not, i'm not going to bother posting them... .:LINK:.

April 30, 2003 - Here ya go.. one little cherub. .:LINK:.

April 30, 2003 - Photography class last night was so fulfilling. It was almost orgasmic. I just went nuts. I'll upload the stuff I did later on tonight hopefully.. WWWWHhheeee. I am in love with the dark room. It's like Black Magic. Honest. I get butterflies when I see the pictures magically appear on the paper! Oh it's incredible. It's a highly recommended rush!

April 23, 2003 - Hehehehe! Kat thinks that my disease photo looks like condoms!! LOL! She's so right! I can see it! Can you!?

April 23, 2003 - I was doin some dreamin...

April 23, 2003 - Went to class last night. Learned all about my camera. Which is good. Didn't get to play with enlargers much, which is bad. :( I made somethin. Go see the new disease I invented! I call it Stefitis! .:LINK:.

April 22, 2003 - Easter weekend was ok.. I'm really looking forward to photography class tonight. I gotta go get supplies. I'll scan stuff tomorrow. We're gonna play with the enlargers tonight! Wwwwhhheeeee!!!

April 17, 2003 - Am going away for Easter weekend. Up north to mom's cottage in Thornbury. Hope you all have a happy Easter, and I'll see ya Tuesday!

April 16, 2003 - I MUST HAVE A DARKROOM.

April 15, 2003 - Trent and I went out for lunch.. whilst we were there, I decided to get my eyebrows waxed(no not at the restaurant- we were at the mall). You know, lookin all cute and trim for the summer.. but UH OH.. I'VE GOT NO FREAKIN EYEBROWS LEFT!!! She took a bit too much off.. I mean, if I was one of those girls that wore shiny lipstick and high heel shoes with my blue jeans and big hair, they'd be PERFECT, but seeing as though I'm not.. CRAP.. durn stoopid woman. So après the eyebrow removal, Trent and I went and took pictures of this old falling down house I've been whining to him about. His mom lent him this WAY cool Minolta Maxxum camera. Top of the line thing. You can use it auto or manual. ALSO I'm starting my photography course tonight!!! Whhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

April 14, 2003 - About my weekend.

~Housecleaned~

March 25, 2003 - Hubbie (aka Crazy aka Brian) Aparently didn't like that I had Clive on my desktop.. Look what he did to him! :((( .:Link:.

March 21, 2003 - *SIGH* I'm in love with Clive Owen. *DROOL* Isn't he Dreamy?! *Giggle*! Cause he's a hunka hunka burnin LoooOVE!!! *SIGH* mmm.. go see. He is in some films by BMW.. Hot cars.. hot man.. ooooo baby...

March 21, 2003 - Misc pics that I like. .:LINK:.

March 8, 2003 - Prince of Wales Pics from Niagara on the Lake.

and the other one is here: LINK


March 4, 2003 New Toy! It's the Astrosign Calculator! And it's Magic! Find out what your astrological sign is! Do it now! You know you want to!!!

March 2, 2003 See if this fun puzzle works now.. LINK
(Update): Heh, it worked for me, but first i had to turn off the new POP-UP blocker!

February 18, 2003 - Pictures from the Butterfly Conservatory here: (click the picture)

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